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Tuesday, April 24th, 2007
the poem (the way i feel)
The way i feel, dispress in my heart feeling that i cannot express. the pain that i go through and fussing. I feel angry just looking at my shadow and walking through the rain it just the pain. just wishing my life was straight.if i only can give up the pain just try to kill it,just a perfect aim,the thing i do, the things i go through but i am trying, just crying, just walking and i am in the deep black ocean just falling and each time i go i am dieing wish my life was perfect,feel like a angle just flying, i want this pain to stop, i want to make it to the top but i can't. i falling in the deep black ocean and it want stop to i drop.wishing the pain just get shot and the deep black ocean its cold and hot. i cry with a tear,if this pain keep coming i don't need to be here. my pain really hurt just keep coming just like dirt, this pain love to talk. i just go for a walk. feel like everything is my fault, i just want family,girl,heart, and love.i don't want to be above just thinking what went wrong,when you really care,trust and love its be gone.i guess it just me i am trying to express my feeling and tell you how my pain be.leting you see how much this mean to me. wishing my life was straight,normal,nice,cool,pretty. that how i want my life to be. feel like my heart is apart and need to be love.how do i pose to love again with all this pain. feel like i don't have family,girl,friends.i just want my girl to understand cause this how my life been. when i have kids i hop my kids don't go through this i want this pain to be dis. i want my child to have the everything that i didn't have and just have the best and don't have no pain.i don't won't them to be like me.the pain i feel in the morning,evening,even at night.that wishing that i can take back my mistake
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| Posted By terrill @ 12:53 PM | [Comment on this blog post] |
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kassyakabigred's comment posted August 2nd @ 11:25 AM:
oh i love u so u have no worries bout that and if u wit me u wuld get all kinds of friends becuz im popular and like so freakin cool so if u was wit me than cha wuld so yeah!!! |
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