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Tuesday, January 15th, 2008
Feeling Torn and Shattered
Skillet - Comatose
"I hate feeling like this
I’m so tired of trying to fight this
I’m asleep and all I dream of
Is waking to you
Tell me that you will listen
Your touch is what I’m missing
And the more I hide I realize I’m slowly losing you
Comatose
I’ll never wake up without an overdose of you
Chorus:
I don’t wanna live
I don’t wanna breathe
‘les I feel you next to me
you take the pain I feel
waking up to you never felt so real
I don’t wanna sleep
I don’t wanna dream
‘cause my dreams don’t comfort me
The way you make me feel
Waking up to you never felt so real
I hate living without you
Dead wrong to ever doubt you
But my demons lay in waiting
Tempting me away
Oh how I adore you
Oh how I thirst for you
Oh how I need you
Bridge: Breathing life
Waking up My eyes
Open up
Don’t leave me alone"
I know what I really want... so why can't I achieve it?
I hate this emotional side of me right now. I feel like so a pathetic fool its not even funny.
I miss what use to be. When everything was so care-free and I didnt care at all. I want all of everything for me to just end and so I could go back to what everything was. Summer was the 1st time I had been truely happy in the longest time.
I owe it all to Audrey my Biggie-Me. No this isnt about her if anyone is thinking that now.
I don't know what to do right now. Im in such a state of being tossed around that I can't really grasp anything.
I just need an escape. But it seems like I cant find one except drugs but that never solved anything.
Reality... so strange. I hate it. ^^
My heart goes out to the one I want to commit forever to.
Kayliegh...
I've fucked up and fucked around alot but no matter what she stays by me and no words could EVER describe how much thats touched me in the 9/10 months Ive known her.
If I could have my way right now Id be with her right now on one knee.
Im so tired of lust fucking with my head when real love is staring me right in the eyes...
Im just so tired of waiting. I need another Summer of 07' ! Grrr! Lol
Well thats whats been up lately or I should say been accumilating inside my brain for quite a while.
I Love You Guys =]
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| Posted By One_of_a_kind_o_O @ 10:10 AM | [Comment on this blog post] |
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i-luv-u's comment posted January 15th @ 10:26 AM:
OMG I LUV SKITTET
haah well im sorry
i luv harley!!!! |
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jettster13's comment posted January 16th @ 2:18 PM:
i luv ya to much to see you in pain.. stop hurting give me all the hurt that you have ever felt... |
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