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Monday, July 25th, 2005
cut these loveless wrists
I found boy. I found him good. I drove him to shops, to buy me pretty things, no. Baggies, and rizla really. nothing for me. Armor for Sleep are so samey. ??? ETID in 10 days ish, cant count, the excitment sets in. wait for it. Hold on. Its here. You know it. Tom over tonight, KY is the shit, slippery, drunk. wine makes me horny. maybe that's why its around always. How can I leave work early, im not ill. much. nothing to do. lets get laid. im writing for the sake of writing, isnt that the point tho, write to write. it just comes, in waves. write it or keep it. always a question, and never an answer. My answer left me. Maybe the answer was wrong, maybe i need a new answer. We all know that. Where. How. bullshit, i can talk some nonsense, how can i hold down a job, when i cant hold down a converstaion, or a post. random shit. i can hold down a job thou, til next june at least. extend that contract bitch. haha. payrise, hells yeah. £9.50 an hour. CRAP. ]
MIRROR MIRROR HOW AMAZING IS MY SECRET?
Should i say i love tom, should i keep away, he makes me feel real in a world that so isnt right now. nothings felt this real for too too long, maybe too long, im not sure if this is real, or im so used to the fake, that i cant distinguish anymore.
stop me now. i found lucky razor blade.
happiness can ensue
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