Chicodelongest's blog
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Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
Its not ok
It seems ok, but they all can’t see,
The pain inside that’s affecting me,
I’ve lost old me along the way,
And all I see is the worst of everyday,
Pretending im fine and not mentioning a thing,
Im not really fussed of what life’s got to bring,
I get the tool and cut real deep,
My life is going downhill steep,
It feels too right that I just can’t stop,
I cry at night and just want to drop,
I smile and chant when others are around,
They don’t know my secret that ive tried to drown,
Im not ok and I just can’t stop,
It’s hard being me but that’s what I got,
Im hoping that I may die today,
And all my pain will go away
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| Posted By Chicodelongest @ 3:56 PM | [Comment on this blog post] |
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Devilssweetsinger's comment posted November 11th @ 11:42 AM:
There are days where i just sit and think.
Trying to think of what might have been,
but if i am always stuck in the past.
Then i might never let go,
and all the good things will pass.
I must learn to deal with all the pain,
and learn to never hurt myself again.
that is like my poem reply to ur poem. good poem by the way. |
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Gerard_Way_way_hot's comment posted December 11th @ 6:11 PM:
i no wut the poem means i do it every day no lie . u r a great poet. |
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