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Friday, May 19th, 2006
I'm Happy but Not Really
I need him to live
I need him to see
I need him to know what goes on inside of me
My face is hot from all the tears it’s rejecting
My hands shake from the feeling of sadness
My body quivers from the loneliness it endures
I can’t live without him
I need him to know that I feel so much for him
I want him to care that what I feel will never go away
I need him to love me
Without him loving me I have no direction
No way to go
No one to love
No one to look forward to seeing
I can’t stand the thought of not living to see that day I finally admit I love him
I want to let him go
I want to let me go
I want this insanity to end
I want my body to not quiver any longer
I want my tears to not drop
I want my hands to be able to rest
I want my heart to be put to rest
I want to sleep and wake up knowing he will be there when I wake
I want to not feel like an idiot in love
I want him to want me
I want him to hold me in his arms and tell me he will never leave me
I want to feel like I actually belong to someone……………
Rynn 5-17-06
This poem is for JD Paul of Apartment 5!
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