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Sunday, September 3rd, 2006
dumped
Jon dumped me a week ago. which i'm a little unhappy about. it's not fun. we've been together for the past four months and i got used to the thought that there was a guy out there who thought i was pretty and wanted to spend time with me. and then i find out that he doesn't want to spend any time with me any more. sucks. but oh well. i was never meant to be in a relationship anyway. i like my freedom. his stated reason for breaking up with me was that our relationship didn't have an emotional connection. well to my mind we could have fixed that if we talked about it. but it was hard to have a conversation when he was constantly involved in all that homoerotic shit with alex. it was wrong i tell you, wrong. there are certain things a straight guy with a girlfriend is not meant to do with other guys. and according to laura, alex said to jon that it must have been hard for him to break up with me, seeing as how i let him do whatever he wants to do to me.
that makes me sound like such a slut. it's bullshit this. we never had sex, so what's the deal? what kind of reputation do i have then?
i feel a little sorry for alex though, seeing as how no chick would seriously like him. well i suppose there's a girl out there for him, but if i were her i'd run far far away. he said to me that he was actually jealous of jon and i, that the only relationship he'd ever been in "went nowhere. slowly." well in the end jon and i didn't have all the necessary ingredients for a good relationship. maybe i spent too much time observing him and he never got to know me well enough. maybe i tried to hard, maybe i didn't try hard enough. and maybe, in the end, it's not my fault. if i went back, started again, i could have kept him. but i may have lost myself.
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| Posted By givethe_bitch_abiscuit @ 3:00 AM | [Comment on this blog post] |
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givethe_bitch_abiscuit's comment posted September 3rd @ 3:02 AM:
ooh that's deep. SINGLEDOM ROCKS!
(even if maybe deep down i wish he'd take me back... i'm not sure) |
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Dog-Food's comment posted September 8th @ 3:41 AM:
i didnt tell you that alex said it would have been hard! it was a little birdy A LITTLE BIRDY. you seem to be pretty upset bout it it doesnt matter does it i mean did you think that you guys were really emotionally involved?
that sounded harsh... i ddint tell you i tell ya twas the little bird, sorry i ahve to cover my ass otherwise i wont get otld stuff... i guess that makes me untrustworthy meh too late now. ta ta dont get down bout it, it just seemed weird that you guys like hardly ever talked nad then whenever you went anywhere dark or at night you just happened to be all over each other and not paying any attention to anyone else, i mean it was james' party you shouldve been making him feel like it was his birthday iu guess... |
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Dog-Food's comment posted September 8th @ 3:46 AM:
actually if he dumped you cos it was all turning phisical it is a good thing, i mean other guys like alex would continue to go out with you for that reason but then again thats alex... at least you jon values these things, so if you had a relationship with him he wouldve liked you but then when things were going downhill on the emotional side hed tell you. more guys should be like that! hmmm it sounds like im saying its a good thing he did but its not. well i guess relationships have to be two way otherwise it doesnt work out. alex hehe i think someone out there does like him, but i dunno, i dont think they know what gets him goin.
"Alex likes his women like himself, with big tits!" he seems real shallow sometimes.but hes usually nice i guess that makes up for it |
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Dog-Food's comment posted September 8th @ 3:49 AM:
maybe you guys didnt have sex cause he didnt want to. i dunno if you wanted to. i just hope to hell that you wouldnt have done it at the party! HAVE SOME SHAME! INFRONT OF EVERYONE YOUR STRANGE HUGGING! SHOW AFFECTION JUST NOT THAT KIND INFRONT OF ME PLEASE! did you forget it was a crowded room? |
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Dog-Food's comment posted September 9th @ 11:27 PM:
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Dog-Food's comment posted September 18th @ 6:52 AM:
bahaha i am back yet again!
dont know if youve read any of this yet but readng back over it i sound horrible i think. kind of like it was your fault about what you did BUT it wasnt and i am very regretfull about it.
my humblest apologies
laura
the land of england makes me talk differently more easily i love it! its so nice over here you must come at some stage. nice landscape and everything \its green greenGREEN I TELL YA not like aus land all brown ah well im off now#
\OOOO also they say uff over here! its great!! wedding food was great too but maccas sucks! the burgers are so much smaller and all of the breakfast menu tastes like plastic not just the cheese |
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