Boginn's blog
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Thursday, September 28th, 2006
Rest
I was wondering about this false sense of self(ego) that many of us seem to have.It is sort of complexion and such a sad feeling to have to run the whole universe by the blink of a beliefsystem that runs my life. So if i get to see the truth behind all of it i can rest in piece with my head. And also,there has to be a creative spirit or a perfect laws of order behind all and the experience with that has to become a new one,from moment to moment. But there seem to be a various problems if you have a desire to live life on a spiritual basis,there are ofcourse feelings, opinions,attitude,selfishness,self-centerdness and laziness. In the beginning i have to be willing to lay aside all of my predjudice about God,myself,how anything works and about people. I hvae become to know that it does'nt have to be so fuckin complicated to live life,pain is optional.I make decisions with my concious and God and do what i belief is his will...Look at myself as a spearhead of his creation and his everlasting creation.
Once anything was so hard and struggle was a dayly bread. I can picture it by that i was trying to control the laws of nature,other people and my life,emotions...I was playing God in my life and anybody elses lives.
But what goes up must come down so i try to take myself not so god-damn seriously becouse if i do,then i'm trying to use me self-will to control the outcome.
Boginn
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| Posted By Boginn @ 8:44 PM | [Comment on this blog post] |
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cougaa's comment posted October 7th @ 10:25 PM:
Ok? |
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losersalwayswin's comment posted October 8th @ 3:32 PM:
learn english. honestly. |
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nvoba's comment posted October 9th @ 11:08 PM:
Boginn,
i sympathize with your predicament. There am so many possibilities in the universe. If for one moment I thought I had the answers for you I would probably not tell you because either you wouldnt accept them or they may not work for you. A great part of living is finding your own answers for your own life. The only real truth I can give you is that as you travel on your journey you can expect to be continually surprised and challenged; and If you live long enough every thing that you now believe may change.
Patrick Adams |
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Kay-c's comment posted October 12th @ 5:10 PM:
thats an awesome blog it really does have true feeling to it and it makes sense-- alot of sense |
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davedrunken's comment posted October 12th @ 9:04 PM:
?????? You're way out in left-field and the english IS pretty bad. I'm just wondering how have time to sit around thinking about this stuff. What do you do all day? |
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