ever_inviting6's blog
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Thursday, December 21st, 2006
Maybe
Maybe if i dye my hair,
maybe if i look like a twig,
maybe if i change my name, then you will love me.
Maybe if i weigh 89 lbs,
maybe if i put out on our first date,
maybe if i turn into something that i am not,
then you will want me.
I am sick of being who you want me to be.
I am hanging up the phone now, and I am going to be me.
Its not being who you want me to be that hurts,
its not being able to be who I want to be.
Sometimes i think of how it would be if i were with you.
Never ending sex,
drugs,
alchohal,
lies,
cheating,
beatings.
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