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Saturday, March 10th, 2007
Re-Inventing the Girl
When everything familiar suddenly disappears, and you are left with just a stripped down version of yourself, you find that you are free to start again. Getting passed that frozen in time feeling, forcing yourself to let go of what was and daring to look ahead to what will be... knowing that what will be is whatever you create it to be. Confronting that emptiness and starting over is not so easy, but there is no going back.
This isn't the first time I've been to this place, but it's not really like any other time before. Taking stock of all that is just my own, I step off into the unknown, moving on toward who I will become. There is much to laugh about, a few things that bring tears, but mostly there's just an overwhelming sense of awe. There is a newness about life in this early morning. The sun rises as it has countless times before, but on a different me... Not a lesser being, but changed. I choose to move on. The future plays peek-a-boo in the far corners of my mind, always teasing with glipses of adventures yet to come and temptations that are too enticing to resist.
I am still just me... still on my way to becoming who I will be, but it's as if I'd only just begun... again.
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