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Thursday, September 28th, 2006
Rest
I was wondering about this false sense of self(ego) that many of us seem to have.It is sort of complexion and such a sad feeling to have to run the whole universe by the blink of a beliefsystem that runs my life. So if i get to see the truth behind all of it i can rest in piece with my head. And also,there has to be a creative spirit or a perfect laws of order behind all and the experience with that has to become a new one,from moment to moment. But there seem to be a various problems if you have a desire to live life on a spiritual basis,there are ofcourse feelings, opinions,attitude,selfishness,self-centerdness and laziness. In the beginning i have to be willing to lay aside all of my predjudice about God,myself,how anything works and about people. I hvae become to know that it does'nt have to be so fuckin complicated to live life,pain is optional.I make decisions with my concious and God and do what i belief is his will...Look at myself as a spearhead of his creation and his everlasting creation.
Once anything was so hard and struggle was a dayly bread. I can picture it by that i was trying to control the laws of nature,other people and my life,emotions...I was playing God in my life and anybody elses lives.
But what goes up must come down so i try to take myself not so god-damn seriously becouse if i do,then i'm trying to use me self-will to control the outcome.
Boginn
Posted By Boginn @ 8:44 PM | Comments: 5 |
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Monday, August 15th, 2005
Concerts i've been to
Well konown bands are:
*=icelandic
Muse
Metallica
Björk*
Metal Church
Rage Against The Machine
Iron Maiden
(Garmarna,good folkrock from Sweden)
Múm*
Ham*
Mogwai
Minus
Godspeed You Black Emperor!
Sigur Rós*
Mycodenameismilo
The Shins
Will Oldham
and next wednesday i'm going to Sonic Youth
It's one of the best drugs i can take these days but i'm sure i've been to more conserts (alot here in iceland)but these are the one's i remember and i'm going to Sonic Youth next wednesday if anybody cares at all??
Have you seen these bands or what is your favorit concert to date?
Mine is Godspeed You Black Emperor!,i went to see them at the opera here in Reykjavik,twice.If you want to knok anything about them or their family of canadian bands i recommand http://www.brainwashed.com/godspeed/
There you have my egotistical wiew.
Posted By Boginn @ 8:16 AM | Comments: 0 |
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Thursday, August 4th, 2005
My beloved
Well,i have been a music-addict since i was a dwarf. There is some strange connection between my emotinal live and the music i'm listening to everytime. When i where 1-13 i mostly listened to heavy and thrash metal,feeling bad about my self and angry at the world. Later on i noticed that those lyrics where about my wiew of live even though i did'nt understand most of the language. James of Metallica was singing about his self-pity attitude in some songs and in others about drugs and anger. Slayer where always there to make me feel how sick this society is and that all i can do is to squeese the most of it with aggression. Later on i listened mostly to chill music such as Portishead,Tricky and massive attack. Paranoia was eating me up and all i did was put some pot on it to make it grow.
about 6 years ago i began to listen to that ''post-rock'' such as Sigur Rós(which totally changed my live),Godspeed you black emperor! and Mogwai. In these kind of bands there is a ease and comfort with alot of dark and angelic feel. The lyrics there are mostly none but the music remains and the experiences i've had with them are great. My favorate last 3 years or so is Will Oldham although i can't say that he is better than anyone but he is the one who i'we listened to alot(along with The White Stripes and Tom Waits and Nick Cave). I went to a consert with him after he made his ease down the road album where he was alone with his guitar in a small pub in the center of reykjavik,it was awesome. If you don't like country but you like alkind of alternative music then he is the man for you. Do yourself a favor and idolise him.
Posted By Boginn @ 2:33 PM | Comments: 3 |
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