XxCryEmoXx's blog
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Monday, June 4th, 2007
graduation!
yay i graduated mother fuckers!!! WOOT WOOT! i'm a big girl wooh hooh!!!! umm now what do i do? lol
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Thursday, August 17th, 2006
oggles
yup hmmm school starts soon yay! a big senoir then off 2 college can't decide from carbondale,Il,,,or Chicago,Il,,,or hollywood, cali???? hmmm... well yea can't wait till tomorrow time 2 get krunk heck yea dude!!!!! ahhh feel the love! isn't it wierd! lol thats goes out 2 u janet! my lil buddy! ur like my big sis! i love ya!
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Tuesday, July 25th, 2006
it would b nice
In the light of the sun
Is there anyone, ohh it has begun
O dear you look so lost
Eyes are red and tears are shed this world you must have crossed you said
You don’t know me, and you don't even care
ooo yea
She said you don't know me, and you don't wear my chains ooo yea
Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts, across an open field
When the flowers gaze at you
they're not the only ones who cry when they see you
You said you don't know me, and you don’t even care
ooo yea
And she said you don't know me, and you don't wear my
chains
ooo yea
She said I think I'm going to Boston
I think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
No one knows my name
I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
I think I'll get a lover
I'll fly them out to Spain
I think I'll go to Boston
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town to leave this all behind
I think I need a sun rise
I'm tired of the sun set
Here it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice
Ooo yea
You don't know me
And you don't even care
Ooo yea
In Boston! No one knows my name
Yeaaa
No one knows my name
No one knows my name
In Boston no one knows my name
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Tuesday, July 25th, 2006
punk rawk baby
yea so whats with everyone? well i got my nose pierced it tottaly rocks~ saw the sleeping fear 4 the march of flames and chidos last weekend its was so groovy! been chillin at the void (recording studio) its exciting gettin ready 4 warped tour this sunday! crowd surfin and moshin all the way! yea met a nother guy john he used 2 b in the banr rite 2 remain so he's cool he's 19 and yea gots sum tats witch is HIT! he invited me 2 go c as i lay dying and gwar which i guess gwar slaughters opigs on stage so that shall b exciting but i dont know if i even wannna a bf at the moment its kinda nice just 2 relax i guess with my friends i don't wanna rush in2 anything i still have feelings 4 others and i dunno i can't do it! ugh love is deathh lets just say that! but other wise i guess i'nm doin ok so peace out yo~ i love u!
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Monday, June 26th, 2006
regrets of pain
yea so long time no c! so umm yea well life has actually been excellence! went 2 a show saturday nite and met up with my new boy toy Tommi! aww he's so cute i love him! love all over again! he's the sweetest guy i've ever met and uhhh! the weekend i got back from Flordia he took me 2 starved rock and we had a picnic while sitting off a cliff and we laid there watchin the stars with bright eyes playin in the background so cute! he then lent over and there i had my first kiss what a moment to remember! i love him! he's such a cutie! a lil *emo* boy! were goin 2 c mewithoutyou on july 1st i'm so excited! :) Tommi babe i love u! :) everything else i guess i doin pretty good! goin 2 bonaru next summer and new york with j-dog! yeah! :) ahhh i love life peac out buddies!
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Friday, June 2nd, 2006
WHY!!!!???
This is Emily's friend Sarah H. Emily got into a car accident Memorial Day weekend. She is in the hospital now in coma. Hopefully she'll be ok I am praying for her along with all her other friends. Her car is totally totaled but lets hope she's not. Anyone who reads this pray for her and her health.
I love you Emily wake up please! I need you!
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Friday, May 19th, 2006
good charlotte!!!!
Just because I walk Like Obi-Wan Kenobi You people talk But you don't even know me And all these guys {But thats alright,} I think they wanna fight me {cuz I get down with GC,}
And all these girls {So I walk on,}
I know that they don't like me {and listen to their CD's.} Some people laugh They do it just to spite me
Behind my back They don't know what I see But I don't care what they say I don't need them anyway I'll just go about my day But anyway You go out on Friday night I'll stay in but that's all right 'Cause I have found a click To call my own, in-crowd
Out-crowd I don't care, your crowd
My crowd We can share 'Cause I have found A click to call my own
(Let's go) So come and talk to me
On my computer screen The best years of our lives Aren't as easy as they seem But one day we'll look back And then we'll have to laugh
They used to call us names Now they want our autographs To get the girl and make the grade It's all a show It's all a game And I would lose it if I play It's all the same So I don't care what they say I don't need them anyway I'll just go about my day But anyway You go out on Friday night
I'll stay in but that's all right 'Cause I have found a click To call my own, in-crowd Out-crowd I don't care, your crowd My crowd We can share Cause I have found a Click to call my own She says she'd call But I know she won't (She won't) (She won't)
You go out on Friday night I'll stay in but that's all right 'Cause I have found a click To call my own, in-crowd
Out-crowd I don't care, your crowd
My crowd We can't share Cause I have found a Click to call my own
(Let's go) I don't care what you say I don't need you anyway I'll just go about my day But anyway I don't care what you say I don't need you anyway
I'll just go about my day But anyway
**oh henry weren't those the good ole days! fo sho! lol its funny how i talk 2 u in these things like ur actually gonna read them lol i'm so stupid! lol** i heart good charlotte! i remember when u first told me u loved me i was listenin 2 hem the song seasons yea thats a good song! :)
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Friday, May 19th, 2006
last one 4 u
the kitchen is cold but the coffee is warm and the suns coming up the day has just begun and your already bored, bored of cheering me up
bored of calming me down bored of drying my eyes but there once was a time when you were the one. you were the blue of the sky you came after the storm you were the switch on the wall in the dark of the hall im still fumbling for cuz im lost in the black i dont know where I am. arms stretched out in front im calling your name just as loud as I can I know theres words that we will never speak and the questions cant be answered easily but I wanted to be easy so nod your head if the plans have changed shake it, love, if they've stayed the same smile at me and I will stay start to cry and I'll go away
just please dont leave me guessing.
so you made me come then you sent me away like a messenger bird
so I circled the earth blown away in the wind but I always returned with some new little song some sad story to tell of a breif love affair with a girl I compared to you and she failed you said you dont want me to beg then you said get down on your knees cuz you knew that I would if I do any good satisfying your needs. and I know all about those things we cannot speak
and just so you know well they dont bother me so you dont have to be worried just nod your head if the plans have changed shake it, love, if they stayed the same smile at me and I will stay start to cry and I'll go away just please dont keep me waiting just nod your head if your mind's been changed shake it, love, if some hope remains just say the word and of course ill stay roll your eyes and Ill go away just please dont leave me guessing. just please dont keep me waiting.***well that was bright eyes off there ep u guys should go check it out!***
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Friday, May 12th, 2006
last time meaning
it means that i never got 2 say goodbye
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Friday, May 12th, 2006
one more nite
Try as he might He's unable to speak He grabs her by the hair He strokes her on the cheek The bed is un-made
Like everything is Dark little heaven
At the top of the stairs Take me like that Ruin it all Then build it again By the light in the hall He drops to his knees Says please my love, please
I'll kill who you hate Take off that dress, you won't freeze One more night, that was a good one One more night, I dreamed it was good one (one more) One more night, that was a good one One more night, the end should be a good one A good one He starts with her back Cause thats what he sees When she's breaking his heart She still fucks like a tease Release to the sky
Look him straight in the eye And tell him right now That you wish he would die You'll never touch him again(awesome guitar riff!) So get what you can Leaving him empty Just because he's a man So good when it ends
They'll never be friends One more night
That's all they can spend in One more night, that was a good one One more night, I dreamed it was good one (one more) One more night, that was a good one One more night, the end should be a good one A good one.......so i guess what its tellin me is 2 make the last time u spend with ur luver the best! but when anyday can b ur last make them all unbelievable! and that was my mistake! i hate myself boohhoohooo lol
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Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
d-town or b-town
so like totally umm yea hmm where 2 begin! o me and sarah hangin back out it rocks! like totally its just funny how everything works out! i guess i'm an anorexic boobless bitch lol thats funny henry i guess u've never cn me eat! lol thats rite we've never met! lol i still love u darlin! anywho! so like i love bud and coke now! i'm addicterd 2 the coke 4sure! i can't get enough of it! i love the numbies! ooooooh the numbness totally helps the pain i still feel 4 henry! OMG coke is the new henry! wow i love coke! its my everything now! this rocks! and 4 sum reason i still would do anything 2 b with henry!? y i dunno he was my first love and we were 2gether 4 2 1/2years i love him! y he just dropped me like that i dunno prolly cuz marissa said if u still wanna b with me u can never talk 2 emily again! y me! what did i do god 2 deserve this!? o well life goes on rite? yea i guess so! but its just not the same?! henry i need 2 talk 2 u one last time!
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Sunday, April 30th, 2006
choke on this
Half smoked cigarettes and you're the trash That infests my sheets Can't make a wife out of a wh0re, Don't want your skin on me And you're, You're addicted to the drug of lust A detox in the cold sweat of shame AND I LOVE YOUR PAIN **I gave you these roses now but I left in the thorns I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself** *I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel* I'll lose you somewhere on a dusty shelf So this love's been worn down, like songs on a tape The s3x has lost all of its fun, like gum loses taste And you're You're addicted to the drug of lust A detox in the cold sweat of shame AND I LOVE YOUR PAIN **I gave you these roses now but I left in the thorns I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself** *I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel* I'll lose you somewhere on the shelf I'm here, lying in your bed, babe
Remember what you said to me "You can be my James Dean; I'll be your sweet queen" **I SAID THAT U WERE MY FIRST,** but you weren't even close, now Like a frame in a movie, you're just one of many ***Can you grant me one last wish?
Play russian roulette as we kiss I'll be your cheap novelty ***Blow your brains out on me******I gave you these roses now but I left in the thorns
I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself*** **I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel**I'll lose you somewhere on the shelf...
uhhh the pain she utters from her mouth kill me now! oh but u like the suffering don't u! don't u!? could u b any crueler! thanks alot! oh by the way i love u 2! :) ;) :,(
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Sunday, April 23rd, 2006
weekend fun!
ahhh yes the weekend! sum coke on friday! woohoo! bud and bacardi saturday! janet and donovan! u geys totally rock! ahh i love u guys! can't wait 2 do it all over a gaiN! the single life rocks! sarah i'm glad u and plucker r FINALLY together ur so happy! yeah!!! i got the yeah yeah yeahs cd it rocks hard core! may 3rd i get 2 meet alkaline trio! heck yea! ahh everything is basiclly goin good! sum things r really funy 2 me though! sarah u know what i'm talkin bout! ahh eric we gots 2 chill! fo sho! so umm yea peace out yo!
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Thursday, April 20th, 2006
mmm coke!
yea i love henry i wish he would please take me back! i love him! he's my soul mate! f*ck mitch he's a @$$ i love henry! i love u babycakes! :)
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Sunday, April 16th, 2006
pooie!
ahhhh scream 4 the sunrise! yea anywho! yea so i am like madly, deeply, foreverly in love with henry! he's my everything! he makes me smile! :) i love him!
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Monday, April 10th, 2006
meet mitch!
mitch!
goods!
nice
sweet
there 4 me
helped me thru the break up
rilly likes me
bads!
bi
sophomre
shorter than me
no v-card
a lil 2 touchy
other wise i guess everythign is ok! i feel bad though cuz when i'm with him i still think of sum one else and by accident almost called him by the name 2! i wanna tell him i love him when i get off the phone cuz thats what i was used 2 but i don't love him not even close! i still love sum one else! but yea so its just not gonna work!
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Monday, April 10th, 2006
a song 4 u!
i loved u since day one! u always brought me that same smile! that feeling that i cherished from day one! the love of my life! i love u so and i've tried 2 go on but i sum how am always back 2 u? does it mean sumthing? when i'm with him ur name is sum how brought up or thought of! i've almost called him by it 2...i'm always thinkin of u and those wonderful times! oh where have they gone y can't we make sum more? u asked me 2 marry u oh how i couldn't wait yes i was 14 at the time but my love 4 u was so strong and now stronger! ur beauty fills my heart with so much compassion! if u could just c my face now u'd prolly break down and cry! where has it all gone? i love and am here 4 u! and will always b! i can't go on i've tried but its not worth it 4 me or the other! so i'm here 4 u and u know my # if u need me! i love u more than more! i love u so! please bring me back in 2 ur life! i love u so much!
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Monday, April 3rd, 2006
new
mitch asked me out!
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Sunday, March 26th, 2006
summer skin
Squeaky swings and tall grass
the longest shadows ever cast
The water's warm and children swim
and we frolicked about in our summer skin
I don't recall a single care
just greenery and humid air
Then Labor day came and went
and we shed what was left of our summer skin
On the night you left I came over
and we peeled the freckles from our shoulders
Our brand new coats so flushed and pale
And I knew your heart I couldn't win
Cause the season's change was a conduit
And we'd left our love in our summer skin
Cause the seasons change was a conduit
And we left our love in our summer skin
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Sunday, March 26th, 2006
ur the only song i wanna hear
awww i love death cab 4 cutie!! where soul meets body!!!! we left r love in r summer skin! ur the only song i wanna hear! heck yea dumm dumm! yea so i'm xtremly bored just talkin 2 sarah walsh! yea shes thight! we go thru everything 2 gether! i get dumped she gets dumped! its always the same so we always freak out if sumthin happens 2 one antoher! its super freaky! lol just do it! do it! lol hahahahaha i love sarh! were friend soul mates! we gots 2 watch each others backs! so nothin bad happens! awww i still love henry though! y?
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Saturday, March 25th, 2006
buddies!
*Mitch*
awww ur so awesome! thanks u 4 everything!i'm sorry bout u and lich is gonna b ok trust me!thanks 4 the advice its rilly workin lol oh and just being there 4 me! ur hugs mean the world 2 me! :) so hopefully ur mom lets u out of the house so we can chill sumtime! 4 sure!
*Curt*
Aww sweet sweet curt! u r one of the nicest guys i've ever met! when ever ur on u listen 2 me and give me great advice and u make me smile at my worst! ur my best online buddy! lol and i love u! ur just so sweet and u need 2 go talk 2 sara and tell her what u've been telling me! i listen 2 ur advice u gotta listen 2 mine lol! oh and by the way i went out and bought sum ice cream...it worked lol thanks!
*Kory*
ahh...my lil church boy! ready 4 church 2morrow? me 2 lol and then after i can finally c u guys practice! lol well c u basiclly every sunday lol
*henry*
Well i didn't mean 2 cause what has happened i swear no one ever reads theses blogs thats y i did it, but i guess i was wrong! i usually am! so i'm sorry if marissa breaks up with u, just blame it on me call me up, write me a message, what ever it takes 2 yell at me! ok sorry 4 f*cking everyting up! ............... ummm yea i rilly loveD u actually umm i still do i don't know y after this morning but umm i still do! i have really strong feelings 4 u and i hate myself 4 it i wish i could just sum how basiclly not in a mean way 4 get bout u cuz its killin me! i wanna b ur friend but the more i talk 2 u the more i fall 4 u harder and harder! and what am i supposed 2 do? so u moved on and i guess its my turn! i dunno what 2 do henry honestly!?
*eric*
when r u gonna hang out with me?
*sarah harmon*
hey b*tch! lol i love u! :) i puched ur happy button! lol y can' ti do what u say?! well anywho april 11th were gonna have fun! find us sum hot *emo* hardcore indie what ever dudes and just have fun! cuz were single baby! lol so what bout that party next weekend! 4 sure dude! i hear theres gonna b alot of hot guys there! i don't wanna relationship but i'm up 4 new things! lol jk wow i'm rilly stupid! sum one shoot me now! lol
*sarah walsh*
hey we so gotta chill sumtime! i'm sorry bout what happened while ago! its all my fault! i always said i'd never let a guy come b tween me and my friends and it did and i'so stupid 4 it! so i'm so sorry! i should have listened 2 u and drew and basiclly everyone in the first place! and i woulnd't b like this now would i! lol what can i say i'm stupid!
*andrew*
ok yes i DID keyword did like u but not anymore so lay off leave me alone! the things u say don't make me jealous! leave me alone u annoy the f*ck out of me! and ur a compulsive liar and its just never gonna happen ok! sorry buddy!
*myself*
i don't know who u r or where u r and when were gonna meet! but i think rite now would b a good time 2 come on out! cuz i think i need u!
*god and jesus*
i've always prayed 2 u and nothin ever came out of it! please just help me this one time! help me find who i am and where i'm supposed 2 b! what am i supposed 2 do? move on? go have fun while i can? what am i supposed 2 do! i need ur help more than ever!
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Sunday, March 12th, 2006
Ur Invited!
What: A Funeral
When: April 12th, 2006
Time: 11:11am-11:11pm
Where: Sunset Funeral Home in Machesney Park, IllinoisE
Why: Because Emily died duh sillies lol
Who'll b there: Mcr, Bright Eyes, From First To Last, and a heck of alot more!
**There will b crowd/casket (lol) surfing and a whole lot of moshing and hardcore dancing! so b ready 4 a kickin time! lote of music and nudity! lol
So please come and celebrate the 16 1/2 years of emilys life she'd rilly like it if u were there! if u need any info contact me @: (630)677-3173
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Sunday, February 26th, 2006
death on the radio
i'm out
*peace*
Emily
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Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006
bright eyes
In the morning when you throw up water
And your skin, it turns a pale, pale yellow
Well, every day you lose more color
Do you think that someone paints your mirror?
Do you think that someone paints your mirror?
And you think that things sound different
At the time when you speak
There are visions much clearer
Than these blurs that you see
And like Neely O'Hara
You swallow your sleep
And you wake up in the morning to find out
You are not, you are not who, you are not who
You used to be
You don't recognize behavior
Or the spelling of your name
And the shape that's in the mirror
You swear it's not (you swear its not the same) the same
And like Neely O'Hara
You swallow your sleep
And you really can't remember
But you know you are not
Think you are not
No, you are not
who you used to be
Who you used to be, who you used to be
Did you used to be, did you used to be
(No you are not, no you are not)
Who you used to be, who you used to be
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Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006
through the pane
Simply put Im satisfied just to hear you speak
and holding on to what you said
last time hear with me.
Listening to passing cars
on our back staring at the stars.
and i survive by these memories
these memories of you.
So I press my face against the pane of the window
as I watch you drive away.
The glass is still stained in my bedroom
where you wrote "I love you" with your lipstick.
And once again Im left here fighting tears away
The glass is still stained in my bedroom
where you wrote "I love you" with your lipstick.
And once again Im left here fighting tears away
The glass is still stained in my bedroom
where you wrote "I love you" with your lipstick.
And once again Im left here fighting tears away
The glass is still stained in my bedroom
where you wrote "I love you" with your lipstick.
And once again Im left here fighting tears away
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Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006
henry i heart u!
ur the one i love the only one i wanna b with! i will come 2 u! i love u so much u have no idea! i can't wait 2 get married 2 u and start r wonderful family! i will c u soon and the fantasies will begin (lol) i lovew u so much!
love always and forever urs
emily!
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Tuesday, February 21st, 2006
henry
uhhhhh i love henry so much i am so in love with u!!!!
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Monday, February 20th, 2006
what 2 do?
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Well Henry did what he thought was best, and I understand... I hope he get's what he wants out of all this... And for me I'll let God take it...
¢¾ for Henry
Henry: You can always talk to me, about anything I dont mind...
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emoxheartz's comment posted February 17th @ 8:00 PM:
thanx and i still love ya u sexy girl
::Ahhh i dunno what to do i love henry! but does he still have feelings 4 marissa? i dunno i wanna b with him so bad and i just want everything 2 go back 2 how they used 2 b but that won't happen cuz marisaa will always b in his life and i just don't want him 2 b with me if he still has feelings 4 marissa i love him and yea this is just so uncomfortable!???!!!
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Friday, February 17th, 2006
so lost!
ok sarah harmon i need ur help so bad!!! i don't know what 2 do! i'm doin x actley what u told me not 2 and yea so please give me a ring and we'll figure this out!!! uhhh i
m so lost!!!
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Thursday, February 16th, 2006
i love henry
henry i love u!!! will you please take me back and b with me again!!! i love u and if u meant what u said last nite then why r u with her still? i mean like yea i love u dude! ur alls i want and i'd do anything 4 u!!! and u know that! u know that i love u!!! and i think that u love me 2 still!!! i love u!!! please henry think very very hard!!!!! me or marissa!?? think of all the good times we've shared in the past 2 1/2years!!!!!! i love you!!!
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Tuesday, February 14th, 2006
valentines day
its that day again ih te this day it always sucks! seeing everyone happy and stuff! thanks 2 my friends 4 being there 4 me and sarah h i love u u cheered me up so well! yea henry happy valentines day 2 u 2 i wish u could c how much i love u and missu and how much pain i feel...if i c sarah w it will not b pretty i never knew a friend could do such a harch thing 2 sumone i hate myself and sum times i think death will fix it but i just think on conor's line if ur thoughts should turn 2 death u gotta stomp them out like a cigarette... uhh i dunno what 2 do i can't stand wakeing up in the middle of the nite and crying cuming 2 school with red eyes and having people stare and wonder why i hatet his feeling like i'm gonna cry with one wrong word henry u r the one i love why can't u undersand! i love u and i am so dead with out u....i love you
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Monday, February 13th, 2006
the one that i love
i love henry and he hates me i didn't do anything and my "best friend" f*cked up the bestest thing that has ever happened 2 me!!! i feel so bad! alls i can do is cry and when i think bout last nite i begin 2 cry more! i'm so drosed out! i love henry he is my only one and it hurts cuz he b leaved my "friend" and sum other person over me! it hurts that he doesn't trust me and that he doesn't wanna b with me hurts even more! alls i can think bout is just fadeing away cuz no one will even realize b cuz i lost the one that i love! Thank you sarah HARMON 4 being a good friend the rose brighteed my day and the card made me feel so special!!! ur a Great friend an i love u and i'm glad i have such a good friend thanks 4 being there 4 me last nite when i called u balling my eyes out u prolly couldn't understand a word i was saying! i love u! henry i wish u woud read this and c that i love u and want 2 b with u again plz take me back in 2 heart! u just gotta trust me i love u more than nything in the world!!! with out u i'm not emily! i'm dead... i love u please b my valentine again? or at least take me back in 2 ur heart! i need u i love u so much!!! i have 2 go b cuz i'm gonna cry again....i love u henry alls i ask is 4 u 2 remember that.....
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Thursday, February 9th, 2006
randomess
so much stuff is happening sum one shoot me now please and thank u!
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Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
henry i love u!
omg henry i love u this is yea!!! i love u so much were so gonna b together forever
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Friday, January 27th, 2006
rock on
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Friday, January 27th, 2006
*emoness*
ahhhhhhhh....i haven't felt this way in ever! all happy but then i get put down! thanks! grrr....the funny part is nobody will ever read this! my heart is so messed up it was perfect then got broken in 2 a million pieces that not even a needle could pick up...and now its just put back 2 gether all fastly and not corectly and nothin feels right! i love u henry but the things u say can hurt me so bad!!! u don;t know what i've been thru! like yea u won't understand! an di don;t know what 2 do!
Posted By XxCryEmoXx @ 9:31 PM | Comments: 0 |
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Wednesday, January 25th, 2006
music theory
ahhh what in the world is a triad???? i am so confuessed!!!!! and mr. e sucks at teaching us music theory!!! needdddddd major help!!!!
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Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
i love you
henry dude u have no idea how much i love u and it rocks! i love u my husband! dude we r so gonna b together 4 ever and get married and were gonna have lots of fun!!! i love u dude
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Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
silverstien
Never again
I'll slit my throat
With the knife I pulled out of my spine
Maybe when you find out that I'm dead
You'll realize what you did to me
And if my lungs still let me breathe
Would you be there for me
If I can make myself believe
I'll give you back what you took away
No, I won't let it go
Douse myself in gasoline
So don't save me when you come into the fire
I'd rather die than have to see your smile
And if my lungs still let me breathe
Would you be there for me
If I can make myself believe
I'll give you back what you took away
You made me swear
You made me swear
I, I can't sleep
Realize all these things that you took from me
Smash my heart (you made me swear)
Into dust (you made me swear)
Suffocate my mind (you made me swear)
Tear at me from inside (you made me swear)
Smash apart what you created
How can I ever stop you from crushing my soul
It was, it was yours, yours to begin with
And if my lungs still let me breathe
Would you be there for me
If I can make myself believe
I'll give you back what you took away
Posted By XxCryEmoXx @ 3:31 PM | Comments: 0 |
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Saturday, January 21st, 2006
readness
henry i doubt u'll ever read this but i just wanna say i love u and sorry 4 everything and anything i've ever done 2 hurt u! i love u! the only thing is i hate when u say please don't break my heart when u broke mine like a month ago its hard u know! but i love u alot and yea the distance sucks and i just wanna b with u i love u and always will!
Posted By XxCryEmoXx @ 9:53 AM | Comments: 0 |
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Friday, January 13th, 2006
henry
i love u henry so much!!!!!
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Friday, January 13th, 2006
love???
hmmm well i love henry alot we've been together for 2 years now but we've kinda lost what we had! but i dunno everything is just so *emo* so its hard so umm yea
*peace*
emily
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Monday, December 26th, 2005
x-mas
hmmm i am so bored and tired!!! where is everyone? hmmmm what 2 do? gots a lot of new cds and yea its rilly funny like i wirte all this stuff but nobady will ever read it LOL!
Posted By XxCryEmoXx @ 9:02 PM | Comments: 0 |
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Sunday, December 4th, 2005
love sucks
well henry broke up with me last nite! we went out 4 2years and he said the distance was getting 2 him! and it sucks so much i loved him and would do anything 4 him but o well i guess rite what can i do now? and then he wanted 2 get back 2 gether but i dunno? it hurts so bad i love him so much! i dunno what 2 do!
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Sunday, December 4th, 2005
stars
Ladies and gentlemen, set yourself on fire!
Why? You can’t remember why.
Because my mother is gone and your father is dead, and all the bad guys can’t wait to chop us into pieces and turn us into oil.
You may have heard the rumors that we were dead, that they’d captured us and were prepared to throw away the key but it was all lies. We come to you tonight from a jail cell in Jersey, which we shared with Bruce Springsteen’s deaf half-brother and a sycophantic wh*re.
You guessing, your world all sweaty ties and no more autographs please…keeping your manners together.
The golden piece waiting. Inside, the tide keeps rising, rolling out a hundred or so horse corpses; the sad, curios lament of the French horn moving in your organs like some lingering opium promise.
Ladies and Gentlemen, we know what it means to have your gods already dead in the wet mouths of republican swine.
Because you held me with those famous tangerine hands. Because everyone I love is a thief. Because we were born in unbelieving, both you & I.
We’ll not live like this. They will try to bury us with false manifestoes, inscribe us in wars against false enemies but we’ll sing songs about dying from loving the wrong cowboy and gospel; our bodies will burn in effigies of promise. I swear.
-Ibi Kaslik, August 2004.
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Sunday, December 4th, 2005
lyrical
Try as he might
He's unable to speak
He grabs her by the hair
He strokes her on the cheek
The bed is un-made
Like everything is
Dark little heaven
At the top of the stairs
Take me like that
Ruin it all
Then build it again
By the light in the hall
He drops to his knees
Says please my love, please
I'll kill who you hate
Take off that dress, you won't freeze
One more night, that was a good one
One more night, I dreamed it was good one (one more)
One more night, that was a good one
One more night, the end should be a good one
A good one
He starts with her back
Cause thats what he sees
When she's breaking his heart
She still fucks like a tease
Release to the sky
Look him straight in the eye
And tell him right now
That you wish he would die
You'll never touch him again
So get what you can
Leaving him empty
Just because he's a man
So good when it ends
They'll never be friends
One more night
That's all they can spend in
One more night, that was a good one
One more night, I dreamed it was good one (one more)
One more night, that was a good one
One more night, the end should be a good one
A good one
thats my favorite song now by Stars "one more night"
Posted By XxCryEmoXx @ 3:58 PM | Comments: 0 |
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Friday, November 25th, 2005
random thoughts
well hmm life sucks and yea! like why r we all here 2 hurt one another? yea we say o we love that person but do we rilly we just hurt in the end! i hate it i'd rather b alone then hurt and alone u know!
Posted By XxCryEmoXx @ 10:20 PM | Comments: 0 |
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Monday, November 14th, 2005
henry and love
henry and the word love are like the same things! i love u henry so mucha nd i'm so sorry 4 everyting!
Posted By XxCryEmoXx @ 1:11 PM | Comments: 0 |
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Friday, November 11th, 2005
bored!
so i'm just chillin at home no school and bored as h*ll just got done cleanin my car and theres nothing 2 do! hmmm its onlt noon omg what am i gonna do with myself!? lol anyways sum one should talk 2 me! but u don't have 2 its cool i wouldn't wanna talk 2 me either if i was u guys! so i guess i'm out
peace
emily
Posted By XxCryEmoXx @ 12:19 PM | Comments: 0 |
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