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cinderella's blog
| Friday, July 21st, 2006
am i good enough yet?
blood dripping down her chin she whispers am i good enough yet? all the lies cutting like knives, in way to deep she wouldnt weep, filling her up with empty hate, wishing to pass through the bounded gate. how could something so close be so far out of reach? her head hung low, she takes the blow. how much more, how much more? blood dripping down her chin she whispers am i good enough yet? what else? is that all you've got? you're the one who walks away, always expecting me to stay. dont you see this is me, this time i wont turn around, kneel down, face in the dirt, saying it doesnt hurt.
Posted By cinderella @ 4:37 PM | Comments: 2 |
| Friday, July 21st, 2006
is there nothing?
now you want to hold me, tell me its alright, now after you've made your choice. i wish i could forget you, forget everything we were, forget all we were going to be. staring at the puddle of fallen tears i still cant figure out where we went wrong. what is about you that keeps me coming back? letting you rip me in two, is there nothing i wouldnt do for you?
Posted By cinderella @ 4:36 PM | Comments: 0 |
| Monday, March 20th, 2006
parting ways
They hold each other close, clinging to the everlasting moment which will soon be nothing but a memory. Tears fall from such majestic eyes. He begs her not to go. He draws her closer to him wishing they would become one. Bringing her lips to his, he feels her sweet breath. A kiss so tender it says everything, a kiss that says goodbye. This night is where our ways will part. Don’t cry for me my darling, our love will never end. Every place I go, I’ll be thinking of you. Forever my heart belongs to you, but now I give yours back. The world is vast and time is scarce, my yearning for more does no good unless I seize the opportunity. The things I seek I can not find here.
Posted By cinderella @ 3:39 PM | Comments: 2 |
| Monday, March 20th, 2006
bliss
i slit my wrists and wanna die. but instead i only cry. you look at me and all you'll see are my tears, that mask the fears. calling me a tart wont break my heart. but because you're not around, i do break down. i wont let them see, who is the real me. a kiss isnt total bliss, and loveing me is a complete miss.
Posted By cinderella @ 3:39 PM | Comments: 0 |
| Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
it was you
when i met you, i never would have guessed you were the one. it wasnt long before you knelt, handing me your heart. what i never would guessed is how secretly, you would steal mine. everytime i fell, you were there to catch me. even when you tripped me, you never let me touch the ground. slowly you broke down my walls, and slipped through my defenses. hidden in Pandoras box, you found the key. entangled in poisons, you broke it free. it was you, whom i saw when i looked in the mirror. it was you, whom i heard in the midst of fear. when all was barren, you took my hand and pulled me close. thats when i knew, there was only one thing left for me to do. to admit, that im in love with you.
Posted By cinderella @ 2:46 PM | Comments: 3 |
| Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
love
its real, its intense, its never-ending, its a fairy tale, its a dream, its complicated, its painful, its amazing, its happiness, its fear, its craziness, its a wonderland, its incredible, its the hardest thing youll ever go through, its the best thing that will ever happen to you, its a feeling youll never forget, its...love..
Posted By cinderella @ 8:16 PM | Comments: 6 |
| Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
broken
shes so beautiful,
even when shes crying
her heart is slowly breaking, she often wonders why
wouldnt something other than a stapled smile be divine?
how long? how long does it take?
to truly find peace inside?
have you ever heard?
heard a silent cry?
pleading inside,
clawing out your eyes
for just one taste of freedom
she wakes up every day
clinging to her heart
wishing for the numbness to take over he's broken it a hundred times
everytime he comes around,
she tried to hide,
hide her true feelings inside
when she feels him breathing,
and looks into his eyes,
all her pain melts away,
she stumbles back,
and her heart tumbles toward the ground
shes so beautiful,
even when shes crying
her heart is slowly breaking,
she often wonders why
wouldn't something other than a stapled smile be divine?
Posted By cinderella @ 5:12 PM | Comments: 6 |
| Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
You..
nothing i do will ever be good enough for you. you see the pain i hide inside and you just look away. i always fall, you never catch me. you push me away but you wont let me go. you saw me go over the edge and you just laughed. you think you go me all figured out, but if you really only knew. if you knew then youd know how much i hate you! youd know how broken i am, how much my heart bleeds.
Posted By cinderella @ 4:59 PM | Comments: 2 |
| Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
Weak
tears streaked her face as she fled down the stairs. they continued to stream, thicker with each passing moment leaving her unable to explain. she grew weak falling to her knees, unable to resist giving into the emotions which had cast an over whelming darkness over her soul. always she mourns in secret, having vowed never to let them break her. never will they know the depth of the damage. as the hour draws near she grows darker and its becoming more difficult to hide behind the glamour which they have come to know as her. briming with emptiness she fills the spaces with bitterness, while she tries to maintain a grasp on hope. everything she used to dream of being and everything she has become crosses her mind. desert stricken, the layers are being ripped away leaving her vulnerable and raw. the more weary she becomes, the stronger she tries to be. she knows she must let go, even though holding on seems safer. the tears flow on as she silently assures herself that she is fine, knowing that shes not. so why is she trying so hard to fight herself?
Posted By cinderella @ 4:56 PM | Comments: 2 |
| Saturday, September 17th, 2005
have you ever..
have you ever had a broken heart? have you ever felt the pain of a thousand sharp thorns? have you ever wanted something so badly, it made you sick? have you ever felt your greatest pain and joy all at once? have you ever wanted to just come first? to believe anything was possible? to have back the innocence you lost as a child? have you ever had everything go wrong, but it still be a perfect day? have you ever seen something so beautiful you wanted it to last forever? have you ever found that one special thing and let it go?
Posted By cinderella @ 9:24 PM | Comments: 8 |
| Saturday, September 17th, 2005
release
she staggers back, as the blade falls toward the ground. dark, heavy, red tears stream away from the jagged slice. as she grows colder her heart becomes purer, lighter. a thick pool consumes her, drowing her remains as she feels no more pain.
Posted By cinderella @ 9:16 PM | Comments: 1 |
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