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Monday, February 27th, 2006
im back
i havent been on here in quite a while, due to drama ive been going through.
but, i m back now and live in washington state.
did you miss me?
Posted By le_coeur_noir @ 1:30 PM | Comments: 0 |
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Friday, September 23rd, 2005
spencer.
some people have been asking about him so i put a picture of him in my pictures.
Posted By le_coeur_noir @ 5:51 AM | Comments: 0 |
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Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
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Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
NEW PICTURE..
NEW PICTURE: spencer did this to himself the night we got in a huge fight and called emailed me this picture so id take him to the hospital, i swear to god-i thought i was going to die..
Posted By le_coeur_noir @ 10:41 PM | Comments: 1 |
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Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
buttsex
so, im hellof bored. i ran away hellof days ago, and im hanging out with betty. apparently everyones telling my dad im at jesses house, but..no, im not. anthony called and wants to "hang out"- if you know what i mean but bettys hellof in love with him and im not the kindof kid who messes around with her best friends crush.
Posted By le_coeur_noir @ 10:37 PM | Comments: 1 |
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Saturday, August 6th, 2005
my hair.
i dyed it again. its now magenta, and if i do say so myself looks quite nice. i put new pictures on here so you guys could see.
not that anyone actually reads these anyway, but still...
Posted By le_coeur_noir @ 8:01 AM | Comments: 2 |
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Saturday, July 23rd, 2005
korby.
korby spent three hours last night trying to get me to come back to california. he told me he would drop all his friends and we could hang out together.
last time that happened we got drunk and had sex.
Posted By le_coeur_noir @ 4:43 PM | Comments: 0 |
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Wednesday, June 29th, 2005
new little emo boy!!!
so i have found a new little emo boy to call my own. his name is anthony, and he is the cutest thing i have ever seen. im over whatshisname, (yeah right-like you forget the name of the guy you lost your virginity to) and this one actually lives in the same state as me. oh, for those of you i havent told yet, i am moving back to washington with my mom. geoff and linda are getting a divorce , and he can barely take care of himself, much less a sixteen year old girl. but no sad thoughts- only emo boy thoughts. *sigh* i met him at out and about, and he just came up, sat down next to me and started talking to me. it sort of took me by surprise- but trust me, not in a bad way. hes the only guy who has paid any attention to me since spencer (besides you, rodney my love).
Posted By le_coeur_noir @ 12:28 PM | Comments: 1 |
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Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
goth rock
some guy is giving me shit about the fact that i put that i listen to goth rock and i didnt have ant goth rock bands on my favorites list. then he called me a poser. someone tell me- should i care or not?
Posted By le_coeur_noir @ 9:03 PM | Comments: 1 |
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Sunday, June 19th, 2005
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so i dont really have anything to say, but that im finally moving back in with my mom and i can get away from all the drama with...people. i dont even like saying his name anymore. i had a dream about him last night. he told me he was gay...oh! he cut his hair. its not all long and pretty anymore and it looks like shit. good...
Posted By le_coeur_noir @ 9:52 PM | Comments: 1 |
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Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
NEW PICTURES!!
well, the title pretty much says it all...
Posted By le_coeur_noir @ 5:16 AM | Comments: 0 |
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Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
spencer...
Currently Playing
Portrait of a Goddess
By Bleeding Through
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Ever feel like you NEED someone there for you?
Like that person is meant to be there for you for whatever and whenever.
Like someone to talk to, to call whenever your in need of someone to listen.
Someone that cares for you as much as you care about them.
They wont care what you look like... you can wake up and not touch your hair or just finish crying for hours and they would still think your beautiful.
Someone to hold onto when cold, or scared, or just in the mood to hug or cuddle.
They wouldnt care if you just wanted to hangout at home watching movies in pj's, and they dont always have to go out.
Doesnt care about all the sexual stuff, would be there just to cuddle or hold hands and kiss.
i already have that someone... and i feel the same way about her.
xoxo_
Yours
how can you write something like this to someone and then throw them away like theyre nothing? im going to put a picture of him on here. why? i dont know. its only going to make me feel worse but i took it and it looks really cool. i just dont get it. we were together for so fucking long- i lost my virginity to him- and now it means nothing. i thought he was my soulmate and when he told me wed be together forever i believed him. but, like all good things in my life- it came to an end.
what are ya gonna do?
Posted By le_coeur_noir @ 5:11 AM | Comments: 0 |
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Tuesday, May 24th, 2005
dickface
so we broke up. he told me he loved me and then we broke up. and guess why? because of pisshead. i introduced them- they are friends because of me, and now theyre dating. well, last i heard. either that or hes dating this girl named cat. but at this point i dont care, he doesnt mean anything to me so it really doesnt matter what the hell he does. he can suck a fat one for all i care.
dick...
Posted By le_coeur_noir @ 1:32 PM | Comments: 0 |
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