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Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
my deep and meaningless thoughts
you are my intoxication, the wound that never heals, the heart wrenching ache in the very pit of my soul. the only thing that matters now is gone; you, you are the only fucking thing that matters. i kicked and screamed and pushed you away, now i bleed, cry for you to come back to me. you dont. you never will. i fucking hate you i want to break every piece of you and grind your soul onto the pavement, but i need you. for what i dont know. as you fed me the lies i swallowed willingly not wanting to believe what i knew was true. I wont forget you or the pain you have caused me. i take comfort when i close my eyes and see your bloody body and the fear in your eyes. i need this to get me through, i need to picture you in pain, and to pretend it was me who put you through it. like the pain you put me through when you broke me into a million fuckin pieces. the pain you will never feel.
Posted By project_mayhem @ 3:08 AM | Comments: 1 |
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Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
listener of the day
Cool im a listener of the day. yay. wot does it mean????
Posted By project_mayhem @ 3:07 AM | Comments: 0 |
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Friday, April 1st, 2005
who actually likes avvi_182
avvi is stupid. thats all
Posted By project_mayhem @ 3:21 AM | Comments: 1 |
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