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Thursday, October 26th, 2006
dress up day
sooo....
dress up day at school.
&&ifeel like a huss.
anywho...
a bunch of us are s'posed to be going to a haunted house sometime or another.
i was hoping this weekend, but i seriously doubt we'll all be able to.
i am going with a bunch to the movies saturday for zack's bday..&&then later courtney's party..so i'm pretty busy.
i wonder if the rest of them can go sunday?
i dunno.
prolly not..cause there's school monday..
if we do go, i really don't want to at night..
cause i'm a wuss like that.
Posted By sensesfailxangrypoet @ 10:41 AM | Comments: 0 |
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Friday, September 29th, 2006
it's been 367842 years since i've been on here...
oh my.
it's been forever since i've been on here.
however, i can almost always be found on myspace.
go find me if you have one.
search "kayla anderson"
i'll be in there somewhere.
i've been so busy lately.
it's my senior year, &&i guess i've just gotten caught up in everything.
anywho, i promise i'll try to stop by here more often to check everything.
leave me messages to respond to. ♥
Posted By sensesfailxangrypoet @ 12:39 PM | Comments: 0 |
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Wednesday, October 12th, 2005
saying goodbye..all too soon...
franco is leaving probably within the next two weeks or so. the kentucky high school athletics association wont allow him to play in the state of kentucky, so they(as in him & his father & his "keeper") are looking for somewhere in the u.s. that WILL allow him to. he went up to virginia, a scool up there, today to check it out & see if it would work out there. if he gets to go there, its only 2 or 3 hours away from here, & he said he would come & see me on weekends. but if he cant get stationed there..hes going back to argentina...i will let you know how things turn out..wish me...us...luck :(
Posted By sensesfailxangrypoet @ 10:09 PM | Comments: 0 |
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Saturday, September 17th, 2005
good day
i've had a really good day today...me & franco went to the movies & saw "cry_Wolf"..it was pretty good..kind of predictable, but pretty good...we went walking around downtown pikeville for a whie..we looked for something to do, but couldnt realyl foind anything..so we climbed up these steps & across this tunnel bridge thing over the street,over to this big car garage, & just looked out over everything, & we went down to this park & sat on a patk bench...we talked alo today..it was good..i LOVE talking to franco..hes very different from american guys, which is incredibly good i think..hes a very sincere guy, about anything he does, even with conversation, every thing he says is worth saying,you know?..but we can joke around also..i like hanging around with him..but anywho..im going to loan him "The Nightmare Before Christmas" for him to watch..we are going to see Corpse Bride this saturday, & i told him NmBC would give him an idea of the animation thing..but anywho..ill fill you in on what happens then...later..
Posted By sensesfailxangrypoet @ 11:18 PM | Comments: 0 |
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Sunday, September 4th, 2005
BIRTHDAY WEEK!!
"this friday coming (the 9t) is my birthday((yay me!))...so..im gonna be celebrating all week..which is wierd bcoz i hate birthdays..but it gives me a good reason to get out & do something..me & my cousin are going to go & hang out tommorow..ill fill everyone in on everything later!!!.",said the birthday girl!! :P
Posted By sensesfailxangrypoet @ 10:17 PM | Comments: 0 |
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Saturday, September 3rd, 2005
x-lonely-x
i feel so alone... :(
Posted By sensesfailxangrypoet @ 9:43 PM | Comments: 3 |
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Friday, September 2nd, 2005
chaos!!!
life has been crazy lately..i guy i knew passed away a few days ago..& ive just been wrapped up in school & everything...about luke..i dunno..hes a GREAT guy..no doubt...bt i just donnt know if i can see me with him..hes an incredible person..but i dont know..i just dont find myself "falling" for him...hard to explain i suppose...though i have been talkin to franco ALOT...im not sure how he feels about me hough...were ALWAYS talking though..hes goingto ohio tommorow bcoz the dr. hes staying w./'s mom is ill..but he'll be back sunday or monday..but well..ill inform yens later..
Posted By sensesfailxangrypoet @ 10:53 PM | Comments: 0 |
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Saturday, August 20th, 2005
"Change my attempt...good intentions..."
welp..i hate adam...i don'tr miss him at all anymore...im pretty sure he knows i hate him..so there's nothing to worry about..Franco..the foreign guy..he's still hot, & still foreign..but i seen him w./ sme of the "pretty girls" at the football game the other night..so more than likely his brain has already been corrupted...i'll give it 1 more shot to pull him back to "our" side..but if he is mislead by "the plastics" again..there's NO hope for him...but anywho..there's this guy at the place where i take my mechanics class..he's taking welding..he's hot...his friend told me he likes me..so it's all good..
Posted By sensesfailxangrypoet @ 11:22 PM | Comments: 0 |
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Sunday, August 7th, 2005
It's not so bad...your only the best i ever had...
adam broke up w/ me a couple days ago..he said he didn't love me anymore..which i find n incredibly hurtful thing to tell someone..because hes lying one way or another...either he nevr loved me to begin with,& lied to me for four months,saying he did...or he still loves me, & told me he didn't for some unknown reason..because i mean..you don't just STOP loving someone..thats the most ridiculous hing i've ever heard...i hate him & i love him all at the same time..im so confused..
Posted By sensesfailxangrypoet @ 1:39 AM | Comments: 5 |
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Saturday, July 16th, 2005
high school drama is oober-gay...
someone left a retarded message in my livejournal, which aroused another argument between me & adam..but it's fine now, we made p..we talk things over & everything's fine now..better than before actually..if you wanna take a gander (although i know noone really cares))..go ahead & see what the douchebag asshole had to say about me.. www.livejournal.com/users/cynicalxyouth
aarrgh!..i needa be a pirate, i'm so pissed...now all i needs an effin peg-leg...
Posted By sensesfailxangrypoet @ 1:46 AM | Comments: 0 |
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Monday, July 11th, 2005
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oh my...life sucks..me & adam have been having a rough time the past few days, we've been arguing almost non-stop..we're not mad at each OTHER..just frustrated at our situation..he's out working, & he gets stressed...blahblahblah..we get in an argument..im too emotional..blahblahblah...i take things to heart too easily..i need to fix that...
Posted By sensesfailxangrypoet @ 2:42 PM | Comments: 0 |
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Monday, July 11th, 2005
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oh my...life sucks..me & adam have been having a rough time the past few days, we've been arguing almost non-stop..we're not mad at each OTHER..just frustrated at our situation..he's out working, & he gets stressed...blahblahblah..we get in an argument..im too emotional..blahblahblah...i take things to heart too easily..i need to fix that...
Posted By sensesfailxangrypoet @ 2:42 PM | Comments: 1 |
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Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
July 4th
im a couple days late on this entry...oh well. my independence day was very great. i went to this carnival thing with adam,my cousin amanda,& my little sister kara.It was fun. Then we sat out & waited for prestonsburg's fireworks, & finally once they started, it began to POUR the rain..we got SOO drenched.but it jus made it that much more memorable...aahhh...good tims...
Posted By sensesfailxangrypoet @ 1:55 PM | Comments: 0 |
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Monday, June 27th, 2005
"Mad World" by Tears For Fears
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tommorow, no tommorow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
Posted By sensesfailxangrypoet @ 2:13 PM | Comments: 0 |
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Sunday, June 26th, 2005
"Slow Motion" by Third Eye Blind
Ms. Jones taught me English
But I think I just shot her son
'Cause he owed me money.
With a bullet in the chest you cannot run.
Now he's bleeding in the vacant lot,
The one in the summer where we used to smoke pot.
I guess I didn't mean it,
But man, you should have seen it,
his flesh explode.
Slow motion, see me let go.
We tend to die young.
Slow motion, see me let go.
What a brother knows.
Slow motion, see me let go.
Now the cops will get me,
But girl, if you would let me,
I'll take your pants off.
I got a little bit of blow we could both get off.
Later bathing in the afterglow,
Two lines of coke I cut with Draino,
And her nose starts to bleed
A most beautiful ruby red.
Slow motion, see me let go.
We'll remeber these days.
Slow motion, see me let go.
Urban life decay.
Slow motion see me let go.
And I know
My sister's eating paint chips again.
Maybe that's why she's insane.
I shut the door to her moaning,
And I shoot smack in my veins, wouldn't you?
See my neighbor's beating his wife,
Because he hates his life.
There's a knock to his fist as he swings.
Oh, man, what a beautiful thing.
And these lines close to me
Won't grow old to be
A junkie wino creep.
Hollywood glamorized my wrath.
I'm a young urban psychopath.
I incite murder for your entertainment,
'Cause I needed the money.
What's your excuse?
The joke's on you.
Slow motion, see me let go.
O yeah.
Slow motion, see me let go.
Slow motion, see me let go.
Posted By sensesfailxangrypoet @ 5:14 PM | Comments: 0 |
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Saturday, June 25th, 2005
Reality......
I don't know if i'm supposed to use this blog thing as a journal or what..but what the hell?...i was riding in the car today...u know, just sorta zoned out, looking out the window, me & dad had judas priest blasting...which is really weird, bcoz u wouldnt expect to experience self-discovery while listening to such a music-choice...but i mean, i guess things like this can happen anytime.
Well...its like i was looking at the trees just sorta not really thinking anything at all, but yet my mind had everything racing through it...& my basic thought was...what am i getting out of this?...i mean, it's like i try so hard..i go through life trying to do the right things, or @ least what i concieve to be the right things, & i get absolutely nothing from it.Not a pat on the back, no banner with "good job" blurted across it,hell...i don't even have a good consiense for it...which you sorta hope to have when you do something riight...but i always end up w/ a guilty consiense even when i'm the one at innocence.I think i'm just going to give up on doing the right thing...screw society, i mean i don't care if i hurt sum1's feelings anymore..i mean i dont think it realy matters..maybe im just going insane..hell wit it..AD-FUCKING-MIT ME!...i dare you....
Posted By sensesfailxangrypoet @ 11:57 PM | Comments: 0 |
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Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
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did anyone go see batman begins today?...i'm cooped up in the house & unable to...how was it????
Posted By sensesfailxangrypoet @ 11:04 AM | Comments: 0 |
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Monday, June 13th, 2005
xX-HeLlO-Xx
today has been the epitomy of boredom.I'm gonna go strum a few on the guitar...later i'll go down the road & practice piano...it'll be so much easier once i get one moved into the house....im out...
Posted By sensesfailxangrypoet @ 1:58 PM | Comments: 0 |
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