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youcomebeforeyou's blog
| Thursday, July 28th, 2005
situation is so goddamn bittersweet
Nothing but Dead.
Nothing but Bad.
Nothing but Wasted.
Nothing but Stupid.
Nothing but Ashamed.
Nothing but Used.
Nothing but Useless.
Nothing but Skank.
Nothing but Alone.
Nothing but Slutty.
Nothing but Ignored.
Nothing but Pain.
Nothing but Death.
Nothing but Blood.
Nothing but ......................
Posted By youcomebeforeyou @ 8:06 AM | Comments: 0 |
| Monday, July 25th, 2005
cut these loveless wrists
I found boy. I found him good. I drove him to shops, to buy me pretty things, no. Baggies, and rizla really. nothing for me. Armor for Sleep are so samey. ??? ETID in 10 days ish, cant count, the excitment sets in. wait for it. Hold on. Its here. You know it. Tom over tonight, KY is the shit, slippery, drunk. wine makes me horny. maybe that's why its around always. How can I leave work early, im not ill. much. nothing to do. lets get laid. im writing for the sake of writing, isnt that the point tho, write to write. it just comes, in waves. write it or keep it. always a question, and never an answer. My answer left me. Maybe the answer was wrong, maybe i need a new answer. We all know that. Where. How. bullshit, i can talk some nonsense, how can i hold down a job, when i cant hold down a converstaion, or a post. random shit. i can hold down a job thou, til next june at least. extend that contract bitch. haha. payrise, hells yeah. £9.50 an hour. CRAP. ]
MIRROR MIRROR HOW AMAZING IS MY SECRET?
Should i say i love tom, should i keep away, he makes me feel real in a world that so isnt right now. nothings felt this real for too too long, maybe too long, im not sure if this is real, or im so used to the fake, that i cant distinguish anymore.
stop me now. i found lucky razor blade.
happiness can ensue
Posted By youcomebeforeyou @ 8:18 AM | Comments: 0 |
| Monday, July 25th, 2005
switchblades and infidelity
My nose is a tap.
since that gram, it has no control. I dont know its going to happen til i see it fall to the floor. whoops.
Dan and I parted ways, maybe its for the best, maybe its for my death.
Im sleeping with a pschitzophrenic. he's cute and buff. Its interesting.
Im not bored at least.
Had a drug movie night, Partymonster, Human traffic, Mr Nice, Bill Hicks, Requiem for a dream, Jay and Silent Bob, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, while injested some highly illegal narcotics of our own, I didnt sleep all night, We walked in the park at 5am, on my knees, He was satisfied, back home so was i. fell asleep in starbucks. We laugh. alex gets a cabbage patch doll for her 7th, shes called marjorie, i cant help but think of the chicken in big brother from years ago. thats my mind. More big sunglasses and green jumpers and green socks. I rock. I rhyme. slept 10pm saturday - 9pm sunday. class. pchitzo has got lost, i cant find him.
Posted By youcomebeforeyou @ 5:09 AM | Comments: 0 |
| Friday, July 15th, 2005
can i swim tonight baby
gah, so i probably will never ever update with this again, its not like i use isound ever, random. LJ all the way baby, probably just reminding me that if i ever do come back here, that i did do something with it, i didnt just come here, fuck about and go, which yeah i kinda am. seriously what am i writing, im kinda undecisive at the moment, my tattoo is mad itchy and i want to go in the pool, we went on the trampoline yesterday, we jumped higher then the house, well maybe not, but almost. it was a good day, it was a good party. the first without charlie, but you know what i got through it, with the help of multiple class a's.
click your heels three times and pray you make it out alive.
the bands all played good, we all hung out nicely, no snipy comments, no bad taste, it was relaxed as if nothing had ever happened, c wasnt mentioned by anyone, im sure they were dying to, to ask me??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????i wish i could ask me
Posted By youcomebeforeyou @ 5:51 AM | Comments: 0 |
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