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Sunday, April 15th, 2007 Tring to remember I am just writing what I thinking this morning . Tring to remember what my Dad used to tell me when I had great moments of insecurity and Self Doubt.
Which makes me go through this mental check list of what is makeing me feel this way. Usually some unkindness or rude behavior toward me by someone else.
But I always do the same thing with out fail." I Think ,What did I do To cause this? Maybe Nothing..Sometimes
our friends have their own messes to deal with. We all have friends that shut us out, or perhaps have jellious traits toward us. Maybe it is just that they think what they see is strengh when it is merely confidence. Perhaps it is merely HOPE. Then again maybe Those particular people are not freinds at all.Maybe they are just like bumps and rocks in the road that you travel down on a dark night thinking you know your way because you have traveled it so many times before only to find You can get brused and banged up and skinned knees by walking in your own back yard, Ouch!!
Now I remember what Dad said "Cheer up
Kid it goes like this for days and gets
Worse!" I remember thinking what you
who are reading this are probaley thingking about now " What Horriable words of comfort Dad must be Insane" I can only imagine the look that was on my face. Then he'd say the weirdest thing."Girl I wouldn't
worry about it too much. I 've been watching you sence you were a baby and You ALWAYS bounce Back . If something knocks you down you have a marked tendancy
to pull you self back up dust your self off and go forward . And as I see it there is not much you can do.." Once Again I thank God for me haveing such a Father and Thank my Dad who also said That he would never leave me. A;though he has Been Deceased for 7 years He indeed did not leave me. God Bless all of you and thank you for listening. Rj
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| Posted By Rhythm & The Ride @ 6:24 AM |
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