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Friday, May 18th, 2007
Oceans of tears......
March 22 I managed to get out the words Oceans of Tears and did not go any further with my thoughts It is not that I had none It was just I could not say anymore. My Dear Dear freind and ex Husband Bob Willoughby passed away after a 14 year fight with Cancer.Well
some of you might think you were divorced whats the big deal..I fought that Cancer with him for several years
and yes it did cause him allot of anguish. To the point that he decided to divorce me so I did not have to go through anymore. I did not agree with this. You do not throw the baby out with the bath water. But the fact is I was not ask if I even wanted a divorce. I did not!!!! I did not even know about it untill it was too late. It broke my Heart...And changed me forever
Nevertheless time goes on and I moved on,Yet I could not ever stop worrying about his life and health. So I have always called periodically to see how he was. You know I even went to Salida Colorado and visited him sence then. We have been freinds so long... I do not know how to even begin to live with out that freindship.When I talked to him two weeks before he died he was in the hostpital and I was haveing a really hard time excepting this dreadful news. A diffrent type of Cancer and it was too late..... He told me You have to keep singing. You have to keep fighting. I cried and said who will I talk to when your gone???? I never knew that I was so dependent on him still emotionally. Guess thats what freinds are all about...He Just repeated YOU Have To Keep Singing...I said What will I do if I can not call and bug you sometimes?? He said call me untill I am gone it helps . And just Love me the rest of my life...Hey Willoughby I will Love you the rest of mine,,I miss calling and bugging you. Sometimes Life ain't fair......And it HURTS............Rj
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